Free?!

I can't tolerate anything, I can't survive this disastrous life, I started believing that I am living the worst life ever:

1- untrue and unfaithful family

2- unacceptable fiends 

3- no tools to help me

4- no one to stand with me in the battlefield 

5- can't use anything to help me, and everything is useless 

6- I do whatever I can to live happily, but there isn't even fresh air to inhale

7- I'm like a bird in a cage: so sad for how I live, and can't do anything to escape, or show my rage

8- I'm being ruled by people who are loved more than me, and I HAVE TO accept these consequences that I don't even diserve 

9- people think I am the one who's wrong, but I still believe that I'm right