People change, SO FAST!!

I never meant that people change their personalities so fast, but what I mean is : the way of treating me, I can realize this everyday, everyone I know, they deliberately try to change and maintain their relationships with me, my brothers, my parents ( they change to even more worse treatments) 

       I'm sick of it, I am sick of my own life, I want to ESCAPE, but prior to anything I do/want to do: I actually ask myself: what would be the next step?! 

       This is the question that makes me stop thinking and feel that I am not capable of maintaing a happy life for my own self, how would I control a family, huh, they even make me hate making a family everyday, I am tired from life's overreactions, I am sick of EVERYTHING.

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 Help!! Help!! Help!!